here are my two active profiles::::
rawrbeautiful
&&
SonyaMarierawr

find me there, i decided to leave this up, since it was on my old FOE(aka. the land of orange)
and i dont talk to allie at all anymore, we just drifted, though im sure if i ever meet her i would still love her :]




THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IM SO PISSED AT KARMA OR W/E THE HELL IS KEEPING ME AWAY FROM ALLIE THIS IS DUMB. I LOVE ALLIE A LOT AND W/E IS DOING THIS I WISH YOU WOULD< JUST STOP CUZ ITS GETTING ME MAD AND IF I KEEP BEING THIS MAD I'LL PROBLY BE HAVING A HEART ATTACK BY THE TIME IM 20 AND THATS NOT GOOD...OR FUNNY. ALL I WANT TO DO IS SEE ALLIE IT SHOULDNT BE THIS HARD I DONT SEE WAT I DID TO HAVE THIS HAPPEN TO ME.UGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(AND BTW IM WRITING IN ALL CAPS CUZ IM MAD SORRY IF YOU GET OFFENDED...)
~im sonya~
-these are all my nicknames:
**whore gallore(you should all remember that one,its from crazy daisy)
**jellybean(from jello)
**duckie(from lizzo)
**cookie(from Panda)
**skribles(from duckie)
**kido(from lizzo)
**sony pony(from lizzo)
**sweet tart(from chocolate pie)
**spageTHi(from fishy)
**I also have a walmart theft buddy(Chelsea,and im her walmart theft buddy also)
- I also have silly little nicknames for all these lovely ppl:
**Crazy Daisy(Allie)
**Jello(Dahlia)
**Lizzo Dizzo/Lizzo/Kiddo/Llama/(Liz)
**Duckie[[formally known as wuv buddy]](Annaka)
**Panda(Alex)
**Chocolate Pie(Rab)
**Fishy/Relish(Amber)
-I hate assholes && buttfuckers(if you need,ask me wat my deffinition is for those and ill be glad to give you the answer)
-I hate stereotypical ppl
-if youre my friend and I tell you that I love you I mean it
-I love Allie
-I love Dahlia
-I love Lizzo
-I love Annaka
-I love my panda,alex(not allies alex)
-I love a lot of other ppl
-ppl say im amazing,awesome,kewl,and the like,but ill tell you now?im not
-I like helping my friends with their problems,but if I helped you before and you didn?t take my advice(lizzo)then im not gonna waste my time?again
-no I am not gonna put up a pic of my ugly self ,go ahead and call me fake
-my bithday is on the 14th,im going to the movies.hopefully I will meet darling Allie,finally=( [[I didn?t]]
-if youre going to say something mean,go ahead,ppl are entitled to their opinions
-I love the rain
-I have regrets
-I make mistakes on a daily basis
-I am single...
-I do HATE Mr.Alex right now
-I do believe that there is a person for everyone..you just have to work hard to find them
-I do believe that Ryan Ross && Matt Good are ?pretty?
-I am straight
-I randomly dance crazy,but not in front of ppl?that would scare you too much
-I love cookies
-no,im not fat
-I do think I am tho
-no pete wentz nor fall out boy inspires me,everyday life inspires me
-yes, I hope to someday be in a band
-I love music
-ask me about bands and ill give you a rough list of about 90
-none of my friends have commited suicide,THANK GOD!!!
-lets talk about pandas && duckies!!!
-I like the OC,one tree hill,kidnapped?and maybe some others
-I listen to the Edge 103.9
-llamas
-I think its funny when ppl say ?ill tap that shit?or something of that sort
-when I laugh its good that I laughed
-so when im sad theres seriously something wrong
-the Killers=THE LOVE
-I got their new CD on Friday 10/27/06
-lets live like Jack and Sally
-lets live today like its our last
-sometimes I never want to face the truth
-yes I do lie, but its not an everyday thing
-im basically always bored
***if theres anything else you or your friends would like to kno ask me?that would help***

♥ =D ♥THIS IS GONNA BE MY FAVORITE SONG LITTLE AREA SO HAVE FUN MY KIDDIES♥ =D ♥

"For Reasons Unknown" the Kilers



I pack my case. I check my face. I look a little bit older. I look a little bit colder. With one deep breath, and one big step, I move a little bit closer. I move a little bit closer. For reasons unknown.

I caught my stride. I flew and flied. I know if destiny?s kind, I?ve got the rest on my mind. But my heart, it don?t beat, it don?t beat the way it used to. And my eyes, they don?t see you no more. And my lips, they don?t kiss, they don?t kiss the way they used to, and my eyes don?t recognize you no more.

For reasons unknown; for reasons unknown.

There was an open chair. We sat down in the open chair. I said if destiny?s kind, I?ve got the rest on my mind. But my heart, it don?t beat, it don?t beat the way it used to. And my eyes, they don?t see you no more. And my lips, they don?t kiss, they don?t kiss the way they used to, and my eyes don?t recognize you at all.

For reasons unknown; for reasons unknown.

I said my heart, it don?t beat, it don?t beat the way it used to and my eyes don?t recognize you no more. And my lips, they don?t kiss, they don?t kiss the way they used to, and my eyes don?t recognize you no more.

For reasons unknown; for reasons unknown; for reasons unknown; for reasons unknown.











THIS IS TO ALLIE CUZ I COULD NEVER EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVE HR(AS A BFF) AND SHE SENT ME THIS TO ME AND IT JUST MAKES SENSE TO PUT IT HERE FOR HER

I promise you my love

I promise you my heart

I promise you my life

I promise we'll never be apart



I promise not to hurt you

I promise to never make you cry

I promise to always trust you

I promise not to lie



I promise you forever

I promise you tonight

I promise you my respect

I promise to do things right



I promise to always be there

I promise until the end

I promise to always love you

I promise to be your best friend



I promise you my love

I promise you my life

I promise this forever

I promise our friendship is my life

heres a list of 92 bands that i like, in alphbetical order, +44, 30 Seconds to Mars, 311, A Heartwell Ending, the Academy is?, Action Action, AFI, Aiden, All American Rejects, Angels and Airwaves, Arctic Monkeys, Armor for Sleep, the Audition, Authority Zero, Avril Lavigne, Blink 182, Blue October, the Bravery, the Cars, Cartel, the Cure, Dashboard Confessionals, Death Cab for Cutie, Evanescence, Fall Out Boy, Fly Away Phoenix, Fly Leaf, Foo Fighters, the Format, Franz Ferdinand, the Fray, From First to Last, Garbage, Gnarls Barkley, Good Charlotte, Green Day, Hard-Fi, Hawthorne Heights, Hoobastank, Hot Hot Heat, The Hush Sound, Imogen Heap, Incubus, Interpol, Jet, Jimmy Eat world, June, Keane, the Killers, Lit, Mest, Modest Mouse, Morningwood, Motion City Soundtrack, Mxpx, My Chemical Romance, Nada Surf, Nirvana, No Doubt, Oasis, Ok Go, Panic! At the Disco, the Panic Channel, People In Planes, Plain White Ts, Postal Service, the Raconteurs, the Ramones, Rancid, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Say Anything, She Wants Revenge, Silverstein, Simple Plan, Smashing Pumpkins, Snow Patrol, Social Distortion, Staind, the Strokes, Story of the year, the Subways, Sugarcult, Sum 41, Switchfoot, System of a Down, Taking Back Sunday, the Transplants, Underoath, the Used, Weezer, the White Stripes, the Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Yellowcard